That's gutting Frankie.
I'm in a dark place too. The Mrs has decided to rehome our 1 year old. It pretty much turned into a choice. I've been in bits for a few days now.
We've got a 1 year old standard Dax. He's got arms like Popeye, starts fights in empty rooms and is the biggest gobshite on our manor by some distance. Really good with children though.